Me at 380 pounds

I often refer to this picture to remind myself how far I have come. I took this picture in 2006. I was smiling but I was miserable. I couldn't breathe, I would break bath tubs because of my weight, my breast were so large that I couldn't sleep on my back because they would choke me. I was unhappy in my marriage and didn't know how to get out. All of this after I spent thousands for the gastric bypass and I gained most of the weight back. But I know hold on to this picture because of the possibilities of what the mind can do. But I continue to hold on to this picture so I will never forget........